yo.

today...

woke up with a swollen eye.

i swear i looked like some goldfish!

...yah called like 7 doctors, 6 of them were on holiday =.=

yah so in the end found one near my house, he gave me some medication..

nothing interesting about swollen eyes..so anyway..





you know what?

i think i'm an idiot.


i spent the WHOLE AFTERNOON and EVENING, racking my brains for ideas for my artelect piece.

know what?

i've only gotten 1/2 of my draft till now (well, i DID watch 3 hours of TV...)

its 11pm now btw.



chose the topic on spiral structures. yah not sure if i did mine correctly. $^%#&

i still have to do another artpiece to be handed in tomorrow =.=




gahhh. i'm probably not taking art i think. i'm such a perfectionist sometimes, i bet i won't sleep until i get the "perfect" picture or plan anyway.

unfortunately. they always turn out pretty bad from what i've expected zzzz.

GAH.







so i've wasted one whole day of my time doing practically nothing.












and now, i'm still staring at the stupid piece.














blah.

anw there's this really nice Jap Drama i've been watching lately, its
called

Nobuta wo Produce

its not some mushy romance story, its quite meaningful, involving helping
your friends and stuff.
two guys attempt to change a girl who is always bullied into somebody
popular and yea, you get the story.

the people there are weird though. its like some crazy school, but its
still nice.


and it makes me think.

what's popularity?
the guy in the story's a hypocrite, he says and does all types of things to make ppl like him, and make himself popular.

but deep down inside, he doesn't see anything behind all these things he's
doing. all he does is for that one word-popularity.
he helps others just to gain it.

but in the end, it doesn't mean anything at all.
nothing.

and what's with the way others think of you?
as long as 1 person knows the truth and believes you,
what's the matter with having others talking behind your backs?

makes lots of sense to me.

that's why i really like this drama, along with ichi rittoru no namida and
taiyou no uta.

they're FAB japDramas. watch them someday.

esp ichi rittoru no namida. makes you cry, really.













its getting boring nowadays, i've been searching for pictures, playing arnd
with photoshop when i've got nothing to do.

can't be bothered to go online.







anw. Narumi Riko is Love,
and kenichi matsuyama is Shuai. (the actor for L in DeathNote)


that's all i have today.

no comments for anything. nada.

Emma